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My sob story
—i desided to start blogging as a way to vent my fustration.
I have been single for 5 months and 3 days…
These days have been hell and i have been up and down like a yo-yo. I can see this chapter of my life is going a very different journey. I was with my previous boyfriend for 7 years, i was 15 when we started our relationship and it really was the best , we were bestest friends and so in love and everyone was envious of our relationship .We had the world at our feet. The end was just the begining , i had finished university and got a great job as a nurse and we had booked to go to new york on returing from a skiing trip, everything was perfect. That was untill he met her.She worked in his office she was a young girl that worked in an environment he hated , he hated his job with a passion, that was a big divide between me and him and i guess she was someone that came along and made his life a lot easier, emailling her everyday and texting outside work. They had work in common and i was getting pushed futher out. He told me all about the texting and emailling and that he liked her. I was so fustrated, this had never happened before, i just turned a blind eye. The texting continued and Issac said he wasnt happy in our relationship, next thing you no im dumped.
Devestated is not the word, i didnt know that when your heart broken your heart acctually breaks and hurts so hard. There was no going back of course i begged but things progressed between Issac and Tanith and 6 weeks later they are seeing each other. Another blow. I since have been depressed, angry and so very sad, im trying very hard to be happy to hard at times. Im so very scared to move on. So here is my story …
